When I think about myself, I get bored...

In the months before I came to New Zealand, whenever something came up that I didn't totally love I would think, that is ok, I'm going to New Zealand soon. I assumed all of my problems would be solved when my place was different. Then we came here and for the first week I was wondering why I felt exactly the same as I had in the States and I realized that I was the thing that was annoying. I was bored of myself. Yesterday I was reading in my journal from October and I couldn't believe how whiny and lame I was. So I am just writing to apologize to anyone who had to deal with me the months before I came here. I'm sorry I was so lame. I'll be better in the future. And a big thank you to everyone who helped me get ready to come here, Archie, Brett, Bryan, Casey, etc.